so my friend m. she took a deep breath and a big step and moved out of her dad's house. it was a bad situation and I am glad that she finally left. the catch is they just recently moved to atlanta, so she doesnt have her close friends like me around to support and help her. she is living with an amazing lady from her office, renting a room. it sounds like a great starting point. its hard not to be there when something like this happens, but i am glad someone else stood in for me.
i finished chapter two of the complex christ, and its pretty much official. I am in love. all i have to do now is go to england and consummate the relationship by shaking Kester Browin's hand.

im excited for pesto tonight, it will be the perfect setup to project runway (eee!) and then i will enjoy the memory again while packing to go to my dad's house tomorrow. Im not obsessed with food, but when good food happens, i appreciate it. Just like good music, which isnt happening right now. My company changes the music channel twice a day so that every style is played at least once a week. For example, tuesday afternoons is country so I plug my ears. Wednesday afternoon is lets turn sucky pop music into even worse muzak propaganda. oh,well. it happens.

I am reading the complex christ and I dont know if that is good or bad. It is one of those books that makes one sigh and say "ah, so i am not the only one who thinks this" and at the same time makes the world you live in a harder place to be because you so desperately desire a different way. complex christ discusses the church and its current situation, as an 8 track player in a brand new car. Its there, but of little to no use and doesnt jive with anything that has happened in the last 20 years. Mr Brewin makes the sort of organized professional academic argument for change that i wish my impatient fast paced little mind could. I am totally in love with his references to other works, because for once a cited author actually relates to the point the citing author is making, with no need for the citing author to expound on that quote or manipulate it into their theory. how refreshing. Im only in the first chapter, and am very eager/apphrensive for the next seven. this might be a book that evolves my thinking and i am always on the lookout for that.

I have had several blogs, im not sure why i am starting this one other than i like a fresh start and it seems like i am the only one i know without a blog on this site. So yeah............and this is all true. I think i will avoid making promises to update often or use this blog for a specific theme or decide whether my powers are for good or evil. I think i will leave off there and get back to my exciting and personally fulfilling job. kisses.