i dont have to work my first job this morning. so i get to stay home a little bit and be lazy. that doesnt happen much anymore. it used to be my lifestyle of choice. I rescheduled my car appt for wednesday, because it works better, but its more delay in knowing my fate. im kinda sleepy still, i think the rain isnt helping me wake up and be motivated. crap, i just remembered i have to pay utility bills before work today. but first a little snooze before i really have to get up.