my pants are on fire no longer

- i have decided to stop lying. I have noticed for awhile that I will lie about something if the truth is embarassing or will get me in trouble. I dont think this sets me a part from anyone else, but I do think that if I make a habit of telling the truth always, that will affect my behavior and my character. Lying allows one to be lazy in thoughts and deeds, because lying is your escape hatch in case things dont go smoothly. This will be hard, but over time I hope that I will be able to honestly (HA!) say that I dont lie.

-i went to see the oral surgeon today and was able to schedule my wisdom teeth surgery for next tuesday. this is good so i wont have any more pain or headaches. I am a bit nervous, just because its the unknown and im sure there will be some pain involved post op. I am excited about anesthesia though, because i love it. I love the warm little cocoon it puts me in and look forward to that bit. I always get nervous though, right before i go under, because you never know 100% you are gonna come back out of it.